[00:00.00]I Love You Boy (Explicit) – Russ
[00:00.16]Composed by：Philip Chang/Blest Jones/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
[00:00.42]Produced by：Aaron Paris/UNKWN/Blessed Jones/Russ
[00:00.64]I love you boy
[00:04.22]Run before they kill you run
[00:11.78]I love you boy
[00:15.12]Run before they kill you run
[00:19.63]Yeah
[00:20.97]You grew up in a environment that was hostile and got wild
[00:24.82]Arguments you heard as a small child had an effect
[00:27.71]That left you with a lot to undo
[00:29.53]Your first words was screamin’ at your mom sayin’ **** you
[00:32.25]Imagine the visual diaper on already dealin’ with the residual
[00:36.43]Effects of an explosive father figure was difficult
[00:39.30]Mama was miserable his love felt conditional
[00:41.73]You better be perfect otherwise he’ll be hypocritical
[00:44.53]Belittle you ’til you nothin’ yeah hurts to listen
[00:46.98]Neither parent knew how to regulate the nervous system
[00:49.82]That was reactive mom was fatalistic
[00:52.38]No one to protect you grandfather paid a visit
[00:55.09]To take you and your siblings and your mama far away
[00:57.52]Twenty-nine years later she regrets that she stayed
[01:00.28]You were doomed from the start
[01:01.68]You were hurt and ostracized
[01:03.17]There’s a wound in your heart survival mode you traumatized for real
[01:07.02]I love you boy I love you
[01:10.22]Run before they kill you run
[01:17.83]I love you boy
[01:21.31]Run before they kill you run
[01:26.58]Yeah
[01:27.33]The monster you created to protect the kid in you is hard to manage
[01:30.97]Supreme confidence deep cripplin’ insecurity
[01:33.58]The damage that’s been done is explicit and abusive and a critic
[01:36.99]Nothin’ that you ever do is really good enough is it
[01:39.71]You didn’t get validation from your dad
[01:41.72]So you replaced him with the industry and started to rap
[01:44.27]You wanted praise and acknowledgement and picked a profession that
[01:47.35]People who look like you don’t get
[01:48.68]Now the range of accomplishments
[01:49.97]Bein’ ignored authoritative outside force
[01:52.76]That you yet again apparently aren’t good enough for
[01:55.58]All fueled you your need to be liked and feel wanted consumed you
[01:59.12]That’s why you call a chick every night to come do you
[02:02.00]Only to be left feelin’ less than before
[02:04.73]Didn’t have the tools to manage stress you at war
[02:07.38]With yourself you need love
[02:08.85]Drinkin’ to forget that bein’ you is not enough
[02:11.61]Overcompensatin’ in interviews tryna prove that you right
[02:14.74]Maybe then you’ll be liked
[02:16.16]Tryna prove you’re worthy of approval you weren’t shown in your home
[02:19.46]I’m sorry that I ever left you all alone
[02:23.98]I love you boy I’m sorry
[02:27.42]Run before they kill you run
[02:34.94]I love you boy
[02:38.50]Run before they kill you run
[02:43.40]Yeah
[02:44.81]You deserve a pat on the back and a round of applause
[02:47.73]The sound of this song makes you think I’m not proud but you wrong
[02:50.38]Look how far you took it international bookings
[02:52.55]You gave your family a cushion
[02:53.91]And through the hate you kept pushin’
[02:55.41]Knew you had people lookin’ up to you
[02:56.97]You held your composure
[02:57.98]As hell moved close to you you a soldier
[02:59.91]It’s a shock that you were ever sober
[03:01.59]I never told you how I feel I apologize
[03:04.03]Lot of guys would’ve folded I guess I’m not surprised
[03:06.55]You prophesized this from the get go
[03:08.30]Anything you wanted went and got it ’cause you said so
[03:11.06]Packs of women fightin’ over you like Shevchenko
[03:13.84]Seven figure checks private jets
[03:15.47]Your best friends know your character
[03:17.25]You proved that by sharin’ your successes and blessings
[03:20.01]But when you hurt we hurt
[03:21.58]Breakdowns mean that it’s time for a rebirth so
[03:24.56]You carried me as far as you could go
[03:26.50]Now it’s time to say goodbye before I leave
[03:28.66]You should know though yeah
[03:30.20]I love you boy
[03:33.70]Run before they kill you run
[03:41.25]I love you boy
[03:44.66]Run before they kill you run
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